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20 November 2006 @ 08:58 am
Hey I am new to this community, It is nice to find people that support what i am doing and are going through it themselves. also enjoying the same sport as me makes it 100 times better!
Here are some details about me
Name(optional): Amber
Age: 14
General Location: colorado
Height: 5'7
Current Weight(cw): 103
Low Weight(lw):98
High Weight(hw): 114
Short term goal weight(stgw):96
Long term goal weight(ltgw): 88-90
Pictures(optional): will post some in a little bit.
15 September 2005 @ 06:57 pm
I've been off and on going from 154 to 147.It sucks.I just got on to my school dance team.Which is so cool.I hope this will help me lose weight too.Which would be so awsome!!!


Height:5" 4.5'..i shrank half an inch since March..weird
Current weight:152.2...I went to the doctor yesterday
Highest weight:167
Lowest weight:138
Short term goal:140
Long term goal:130 or 125
Current Mood: blahblah
10 September 2005 @ 04:28 pm
recovery looks like it will be coming soon, like maybe even monday if things go right i could be in recovery Monday, i don't know how its gonna go so i may or may not be, so, i have to se how it goes, etc... but if i have to say good bye to all of you, goodbye, because i will miss you, but i'm predicting that i wont be able to come back after recovery, so i think that i will not be able to come back to this site, but i will miss all of you, and good luck with everything... I hope that everything goes great! and so i hope all of you do well. I will miss you sooo much and i dont have anything else to say just that i will miss you all... Thank you for all of your support, it turns out that i get to tell my parents to night so wish me luck :( ::tear:: i'll miss you all, if i'm repeating i'm sorry

Good bye dearies
- because i'm going into recovey i will now post my name...

Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Loney Tunes
14 August 2005 @ 11:34 am
New here. I'm sixteen, going into my senior year. I've been skating for 12 years and currently compete at junior. I had a really bad injury three years ago and was off for almost two years. I had to have surgery and was basically immobile for most of that time, so I gained a lot of weight. I've struggled with food issues for a long time, but I've finally just given up fighting them. I skate three hours, five or six days a week, and generally stay around 1000-1200 calories on days I skate and under 500 on days I don't.

Anyway, off the food issues, I'm currently working on my triple sal (I landed a couple clean ones before my surgery, but they've all been two footed since) and double axels (axel is not my best jump). I've tried triple toes and flips, but, since I have a limit on the number of jumps I can do because of my injury, I concentrate more on sals. I spend a lot of times on spins, especially change of edge spins, which I've just recently started to get down, and other weird new stuff for the new judging system (my flying sit now takes off backwards from my right foot...). I'm probably not competing regionals this year because it's taken me so long to get back (and I don't have a long since the music guy is taking so incredibly long), but I'm competing solo dance in October (I'm on my internationals, and going to -fail- two of them Wednesday). I guess that's really about it.

HW: 140
CW: 125 (my stupid skater legs make me feel huge)
LW: 110
STG: 120 (by September 7)
LTG: 105 (by Christmas)
09 August 2005 @ 06:48 pm
Curretn weight:152
Highest weight:165
Lowest weight:137
Short Term goal:140
Long Term goal:135 or maybe down to 125 (depends how I look when I get to 135)

I've been skating since I was 8.I love skating.I don't do it to compete(sp), I skate cuz I love the sport.It's something that is a great way for me to express how I feel.I had to stop last year cuz of a knee problem.My knee cap slides out of place.It hurts a lot when it doesn't that.I've been doing lots of physical therapy so that I can get back on the ice.I've been starting my lessons again and my coach hopes that I'll join club this year.
While being off the ice I had gained weight.I've been strugling to keep it off since November.I had been put on Ritalin for ADHD.It mad me sick to the point a thew up ever time I ate.This is how my eating disorder started.From Feburary to April I had stoped cuz my boyfriend didn't aprove of it.He broke up with me late April.I started again.Lately I've been working out a lot to lose weight.I'm trying not to have an ed cuz I don't want to hurt people who care about me.So instead I'm just working out a lot.Sometimes I don't eat, or I'll binge.I haven't purged for a long time but last week I gave in.I felt bad for doing it after.So now I'm just trying to work out and eat better.
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: Breath-Anna Nalick
23 July 2005 @ 06:53 pm
Hello to you all, this is the mod with my first post! This is a new community but I'm hoping it will grow... This is a community for anorexic or bulemic figure skaters and dancers... Please stay relativly frequent with your posts. Thank you, please see user info for information. Thank you,
-lovinana (mod)
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Toxic-Britney Spears (just happens to be playing)